finally an update

I've not been answering my phone. Nor reading emails. Yes, I'm a bitch, sorry. My mood is off, but I'm pretty good now.

I've been improving at Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. I'm getting better at evading cops, navigating the city and making money. I still can't manage the missions I need to do to get off this level. That shit sucks! It's really hard to stop the couriers driving around and beating someone to death with a golf club is really hard. I'm just a girl, but I'm determined to be a crime lord. Which reminds me: despairkitty, I want my Numbers game, dammit!

Also, I've noticed serious improvement in my dance game performance. I still need to stretch before playing but I never do. I always lock up around 3 songs in and start getting lower scores than I deserve. Plus, the scratched disc limiting which songs I can play doesn't help.

I'm spending too much money. I NEED TO STOP THAT. I'm supposed to be saving for vacation. But instead I'm eating out (yeah, not like that) every day and... ordering movies on On Demand. Um, adult movies. Ha! But I now have a new favorite porn actor. God, how many search engines are now going to point here since I said "porn actor"? Anyway, his name is Jean Val Jean. He's French, bitch! Very sexy, very dominant. For all the money I've given Comcast I should have paid bus fare and bought a DVD from Fascinations. I'm trying to tell myself "no more ordering On Demand missy, just go buy!" Hmmm, I just realized that sorta skank, but still brightly lit adult "bookstore" Kitty's is a few blocks away. Ok, I've promised myself that if the urge is too much to take, I will go there and buy a Jean Val Jean movie. Really, "bookstore"? If there were books in there, I'd be in there all the day.