Cigarettes

I quit smoking last week. I haven't had a cigarette in 6 days. I'm not sure why I've quit because I actually quite enjoy smoking. But whatever, I've quit. I am not using gum or patches or even called the quitting hotline. Last night I had my first smoking dream. I was in my house and opened up a pack of du Mauriers. There were many cigarettes inside, but I pulled out a half-smoked butt. I had apparently put it back in the pack while it was still lit. It was a little soggy and had smoked itself, but the other cigarettes were fine (dream logic). It was a very smoky flavor, like food almost. I put it up to my lips and just smoked the hell out of that butt. It was beyond good! It was like a sex dream, but with cigarettes instead. I was so happy.

Damn smoking dream! So I'm at 6 full days without cigarettes and maybe 12 hours post-deeply satisfying smoking dream.